Well it turns out that she didn't kill herself after all, which I guess is "good"... And I've got a pack and a half of cigarettes left...after that. I'm done. For now at least. I just can't afford them until I get a job. Anyways. I didn't feel like posting everything in my myspace. But I will here. Here is the lyrics to Every song that I think is worthy of having music with it. "Our Downfall" Love on a stormy day invades our hearts Causing happiness to dissolve into tears Paralyzing us in the dark The moons of solitude light the path to alone Where dawn is as black as night when you're gone. Drowning in hell, waiting to be born again With the angels being tortured for unpardonable sins Heaven fades to black Aurora sneaks away As our fragile sould are betrayed by faith. A brilliant flame lights the dark-that is you As a spoiled love turns to dust The shadows are taking over you Leaving me to suffer in life's embrace Without your smile, where only tears remain. -- No name yet Vertigo drowning the soul As love resides in the coldest heart So black, yet beautiful Where prayer is full of tears Flooding wells And paradise is plagues by evil Favoring solitude. Condemned by a mocking god who freezes your soul Burning s bible verse to keep from the cold in your heart The scent of a dying rose will keep you alive Until it fades, and the flame dies. Subtle serpents with deceiving eyes Control what is left of life Until the end of time Trembling like a broken heart Trapped in the dark. -- "Night" As we dive into the frigid dark admired by death Sunlight and shadows hide us from a harsh fate And the evils of night Reality sets in and we're devoured by the dark With the devils praying for us to be torn apart As my haven falls into obscurity The night is blinding Feelings disappear as the summer kills the spring Happiness is a drought longer than eternity Locked inside our dreams, we're living in harmony -- "For a Love Lost" Sin lies at the door Where she weeps through the night Waiting for a chance to infect a heart Broken and betrayed You conceal your severed heart And hide from feeling of despair Precious memories are all that remain For a love I lost I'm all to blame. Served a glass of homelessness To remember a love divine With a plaintive look into the past Where heartache begins. -- No Name Yet For a moment love survives Hiding the truth Until the day dies Consumed in the dephts of the night. Only the least bit alive But failing to die The Earth is a sin-filled song A growing abyss tonight. An ending in need of anything You are already hanging on a cross With desolate tears describing rejection You're drowning the world in solitude. -- "Paradise Dominates" Laced the soul with grief In the darkest hour I wake from dreams of your embrace Blinded with tears by a lie. In the harmony of this evening God's secret name is hate And fear falls upon us as we travel through it's gates We reach our destination Through all of the pain Paradise dominates. -- "After the Fall" But we manage every time To make it to the light We're struggling to survive. In the portal of faith That you embrace A broken heart screams catastrophe Until we grow apart We can avoid the dark We're on the Heavens. To take our love's life Where we lose all faith, so We suffer in saddness In the portal of faith That you embrace A broken heart screams catastrophe Until we grow apart We can avoid the dark We're on the Heavens. In a moment's time The Devils send roses That prevent us from life. -- "When Shadows Prevail" Dissapointment stalls the heartbeat Another life erased Now a life throbbing with saddness That is worse than death. Rejected by Heaven, ablaze Is our love until the grave When shadows prevail The new night is to blame. Fire entombs our trail of woe Where we are for days To capture the tears of the weeping angels And exstinguish the Devil's flame.