Its been a while since i have wrote anything. Ive been having a bad time emotionaly. I wish i didnt get all caught up on people so much. Ill just have to get over it/them soon. Because i want to have a normal life and this just isnt making it easy. I was supposed to go camping this weekend but my friend got grounded, so right now she is digging up bushes and im sitting here tryig to tie up my phone line...funness... NOT. Yesterday we had to fill up our pool again, it was a pain in the ass because i slipped and fell and there was water in there and i had on shorts and a tee shirt. 2nd freakin time i did that. oh well. My dad fucking pissed me off the other day. Him and my step mom are taking us back to ohio the 28th of this month! omg i so dont want to go that early. I got plans for the first week of June and now i cant do any of it. My best friend just got a car and she will be getting her liecense in a week. So i cant wait for that...maybe i can go and do something with her then without the worry of how we are going to get there. My step mom suggested that i bring my computer with me and then get one of those AOL disks...i think that im going to do that...but i got to talk to my grandma about that. im going to be there for 2 months... But i guess that is ok if i dont have my computer because i really dont want to talk to Kenny or heather. I guess i dont mind to talk to Kenny but its hard and id much rather avoid it. Heather....i really dont want to talk to her. She's the one who ruined my life because she dont know how to say NO! but oh well old news. write some other time i get the chance i promise.