Listening to: my thoughts whisper
I would... rather... just...
just go to a bar and talk to a stranger
"mr.I-dont-know-u, lets take a stoll around the block, ... yeah? a whiskey? a.. what-ever-else-u-can-think-about is included in the bill. just go with me. Ill pay later.. ."
but its not well paid
here
heh
i control everything
its weird
everything
for me its fun..
but that fun is sad
its weird because im not use to being
God
why is it sad for you??
too much??
i still have this feeling
that i can do everything
But do i really can?...
it all spranged
out of your head
youre 20
youre God
and all this world i have in my head
fuck. im responsible for it
and all this world i have in my head
fuck. im responsible for it
well
anyways
yea
you are
but what are you going to do
not much u can
unless your a superwoman
that was brought here
to lead us???
only thing u
can do is flow though life
living as an example for others
touching one person at a time?
u can watch me living & take smth out of it
i cant may you live like this or that
more than that
who said that im right
i live rightly
i mean.
i know what is right for me
but that doesnt mean thats right for anybody else
but by living true to yourself is
in itself inflences others
you wanna be a teacher right??
but some good things about being a teacher
would be
that there are always jobs for then somewhere
and that you get summers off
oh yea
summer
another thing would be self satifaction
oh yea
satifaction
& thats what i m saying
i study for a teacher
but i never want it to be
i d rather..
i dont know
i m a rover
its my skin
well, a soul also
but that not all me
its good
so your soul is apart from your body??
boundless like the ocean???
http://diaries.suchisthis.com/macbeth/?ucmd=image_control&dothis=view_image&img_name=total.jpg
i see everything on your page except the entries
its blank???
i donno
...
why trade one unfullfeeling reality for another empty one in which you induge just the same??????
what makes this one better?
?????????
i was born to live it out , thats kinda examination of living
why dont you ever vist me at my place???
pleaseeeeeeeee
yo
if you arnt down with bill i put a cap in your ass
yo
vist me at my diary
i dont think your ready to meet my MOTHER
weirdo
who was going to "put a cap in your ass"?
i'll smash the bastard...
yep, will shoot you ... and then Fuck. yeah. for sure
burn in hell
just kiddin
Hell?
hell
heaven
God
you know
thats what im sure in
sexy