i found it. a key to myself. a key to open the living. let me tell you... do u remember your childhood?.. I mean.. You were used to.. play. Yes to PLAY. There used to be some games. and the games had rules. and ..like.. within the game the rules were strict, but.. any time you could say "OK, i'm outa here". and.. yes. FINITA. And no harm. today. the same thing. I say now "OK. Let me play". and I'll play. I'll be really serious playing the life. And i know the rules. I'll be playing, OK? Just.. please, don't tell me that it's serious. Don't tell me that life itself is serious. Let it be a game. Just a game. Just to know that any time you can escape.