empty

Listening to: machine head-vim
ever get the feeling that your fucking empty. all the things you once wanted and had just turned to shit. evrything goes right...in the wrong direction, draged away from what you want and pushed into something that u didnt. well sometimes those things that u didnt want turn out to be great...so why empty? why does it feel like theres no meaning?i fidured something out though...dont like something then fuckit dont do it dont be apart of it. say something you wish you didnt then retract it, im not talking about insulting someone here im talking about when you wish you had. before there was hope now theres just emptyness and hate.hate for what though? hate for nothing hate for what iv done. wich is undescribable, hate isnt something thats fun, doesnt make you feel whole in the end. fuck. people can fill this emptyness, but then what hapens when thers no one, when you want someone to be someone not just someone.(makes sence to me)something i cant explain is how it all works how i work, how im going to come undone is obviouse to none but myself. when its all left unfinished i wont be there for you.
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Good morning.
Run away with me.
Wow...
just i kno how iyt feels and u put iyt so perfectly
I am falling down.
I guess It was supposed to confuse people. It was a reference to his dick. Anyway I'm the same depressed self, I have found some happy moments lately but somehow they get twisted into shit. I havent written in intoodeep either, I havent had much to say and I have exams coming up next week so I've been trying to catch up. I shall write in there though.
Miss you.
Like the days we used to have
Don't leave me now, I love, love you so
Like the lady in white, she must be fun
Come back, I can't be without you
Come back, I can't be without you
Come back, I can't be without you..

-Always
I don't know why - but I need you right now.
I havnt felt attachment in quite some time.
Someone familiar, I bet.
That's all I need.