cold and silent, soiled face i will wash it all away...never enough for them, work my ass off to be what i am and get what i get yet im still their little disgrace, there little dirty fucking stain, when theres snothign left to do to please them but fail, then maybe theyl be happy cause i really will be the failure they want me to be, a failure so ill always need them so they can fucking keep me here.cunts. even when i achieve a fucking hard goal to get, to them its just shit, i dont care if you read this and think im having a fucking bitch, wake up and smell the fucking shit on your fingers.