WEll i have been spending alot of time with katie doucette and vanessa billings well andrew morton likes me that pretyy cool and like other stuffs happping i im out tho.

Well wtf. Me and benji aren't even dateing but we fight like we are and over stupid shit ahh. i hate him sometimes. nothign else left to say so im out. - <3

WEll its been a loong time new i hooked up with a senoir we went out for three days then we broke up but now we are whatever and three people like me i guess its good but also bad cause i don't wanna lead anyone on. idunno i'll write back oh and the andy situation we are going on a date on tuesday. im excited :) its the first time i'll see him in a while cause he drop out cause he couldn't do it. - <3 Mandy

Well, boy yes oh whatta cutie he is. haha well idunno anymore cause i thought he liked me then that went whatever and now we are excatly whatever. and then another one came but he is weird about it but i don't know if he likes me still like i said he is weird. out.

well happy halloween .. i didn't dress up r anything but my halloween was interesting .. :-D well i hung out at my house for a little then went to debbies dance to get emily then matt and andrew picked us up and we went back to his house and was watching a moive when andy came over and it went matt emily me and andy on the couch and andrew in the chair we watched the end of tourqe a little of scary moive 2 and almost all of you got served .. emily got out of dance at 6:30 and she had to be at virginia at 8:30 HOW LAME!!! but i didn't have to be home for a while so we all walked emily to virginia and then i motioned for andrew to walk away and we start walking and emily and matt are looking at andy which is just standing there whistling .. it was funny.. they hug we go back to matts then he goes looks for ian duriscal and leave me and andy alone and we just talk and laugh and idk joke .. then we get in matts car for him to give me and ian a ride and andys just coming along for the ride so its me and andy in the back and ian and matt in the front ian gets out at his house and andy stays in the back with me and then matt turns around and says kepp it clean back there .. i giggle .. i guess you could say then me and andy are sitting there and then we were on the road towards my house and i wrote my aim name on his hand -- which is xpinkrdx -- and he left his hand on my knee and then we were so close to holding hands and then i got out of the car and its a two door and i was behind the driver so i told matt i would get out on andys side and then i got out and andy told me i was gunna get hit by a car then we hugged but before he left go he kissed me on the cheek . haha .. hall-o-ween .. <3 mandy .. I guess you let me know :-D

This weekend i went shopping and had fun then i got sick and stayed home alot then i went to dance adn we learned a lot of it and it was tough/easy .. haha there is this girl in my class her name is Ola' and she is from Ukrane and she really funny and outgoing .. yeah im out bye .. <3 Mandy just take the chance it may be the only one you get ..

well, hello there .. its been awhile since i last wrote. ohkay, so there is this boy and he's a cutie :) and i like im and he likes me but see the problem is he likes my ex-best friend. so he is confused about who he likes or something like that. i don't know he liked me first i guess wel he like shainna and likes me now i guess idon'tknow but he barely ever talks to me and it gets me mad cause i like him and its just makes me angery ergh .. {:o .. :-D (tj b. and kristina) i totally just got a kickass carhart jacket for the winter and its what october in MAINE and umm F.R.E.E.Z.I.N.G Football game today last home one .. we won against LAKE REGION . umm 40-0 haha were undefeated .. BRING IT BITCHES we're going to state's .. <3 Mandy && if.ever.start.to.matter.let.me.know!

Its been a long time .. wow .. I'll wright more later .. I LovE HIM SOO >

WEll there was a football game and we won but the thing is there were three fights. One was with Mike and Damon then Jason and Damon then Bubba and Derek. Ohkay the one with Mike and Damon .. well Mike got sucker punched and they rolled around for a while. The one with Jason and Damon Asia - Mike's sister - was over there yelling at him and then after she stopped and Jason - her boyfriend - ran over there and punched him in the face a couple of times then he was like now you know how it feels to be sucker punched punk .. and the one with bubba and derek i don't know the whole thing so im not gunna write anything .. Anyway I started school .. its awesome my classes are great excspecail my Spanish,GSS, and Algebra!! haha its great But yeah the football game was good even thouhg I didn't watch it though I just walked around with a bunch of diffrent people each time it was funny . I don't know thouhg I lke this kid but i don't think he likes me and he is like in one grade under my .. what do I do? haha I also never really hang out with him.. Lifehouse - You and Me Cause it's you and me And all of the people With nothing to do With nothing to lose Cause it's you and me And all of the people I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you. Somthing about you know I can't quite figure it out Everything he* does is beautiful Everything he* does is beautiful Cause it's you and me And all of the people With nothing to do With nothing to lose Cause it's you and me And all of the people I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you. I'm out .. <3 Love is confusing ..

Um, well I haven't been on in a while, well haven't wrote in a while. But I have had some fun times during the time I've been away .. So here it goes from day to day .. Saturday, - I don't rember what happened .. Sunday - My mom took us swimming and she broke her ankle because she fell off a rock .. Monday - I don't rember what happened .. Tuesday - I went to teen night and hung out with Timmy and Mark ross, Chelsie, Kristina, Karissa, Ethan, This kid named Jake, Dylan, Matt, Hayley, Bri, etc. And then I slept over Karissas with Kristina and I got a new dog. Which is a German short haired pointer (A bird hunting dog.)His name is Hunter .. Wensday - Us three hung out with Mark, Timmy, Jake and Dylan. Then me and Karissa and Kristina went and babysat this little kids and Mark, Jake and Dylan went up there. Then Kristina had middle school coaching thing and Mark went cause he likes Jessica. and it started to rain and then I got a ride home by myself form Kristinas mom Kelly-Jo. And met my new dog. Thursday - I helpped take care of my mom all day and cleaned the house for her. Friday - I went to a football game with Kristina, Mark, Jessica, and Timmy. I saw TJ and he lives in Lewiston and he comes down somtimes.. anyway, It was ohkay and I had a little fun but then after that Kristina slept over. And we were supposed to hangout with Mark and Timmy after cause there mom lives right up the road but they couldn't. Saturday - I went to hair appointment at like 11 and had Dunkin Dounuts (bagel) for breakfast ..(Lunchish) .. But I get my long hair cut to my shoulders.. But well we were waiting there Lonnie, Ethan, and Erine came in and we sat there with them for awhile then me and kris went to her house. Then we called peoepl for a manhunt party later that night adn tylers house .. But we were forewarned about somone shooting paintballs so we knew when to duck and run .. but idk .. in manhunt on our team was me chelsie kristina bubba odis chad matt nick and this little kid .. anyway we were counting first .. so we were all in the woods trying to find the other tema and then we went back out and divded into pairs to search and that kinda work but kinda didn't.. Me and Chelsie and Bubba were paired up some how and then Kristina was with some little kid but she ditched him and went with Chad and Odis... Me Chelsie and Bubba we looking around then i tripped into a ditch and we just sat there then i laided on my back cause you could see white on my back so then bubba laid next to me then Chelsie on the topish middle ... then I got up to see if they were still playing and they were so I went back a litle while after there was somone who was walking arouind us in the woods saying stuff lke - Shit, What the fuck, etc - and I was wicked scary then I got up to just run and I fell in a ditch then I lost my shoe then i found it and ran to the front of the thouse then i ran up the road to Odis Josh and two other kids and i told josh about it and he was like toughin up and then he said jk and gave me a hug and then we started to walk back into the woods and then we heard Paintballs whizzing by us so i fell right to the ground .. I saw chelsie BOOK it out of the woods and bubba was right behind her .. then she vanished and we went back into the woods to look for Jerry and Ryan the two paintballers.. but no luck but they started to shoot again .. so we ran outta the wods into safety and by then a few people were hit .. One kid got hit in the nuts.. poor kid.. but we went back out and just sat in the ditch were me bubba nd chelsie were earlier .. (I called chelsies house like 3 times to see if she went home and I didn't get a hold of her) and then I found chelsie's flip-flop in the grass and I freaked .. then I ran and i fell off rocks and rolled into a tree it hurt .. but the the paintballers were caught by bubba and he got 20 bucks cause he caught both of them (10 a peice). Then kristina got in troble and we went to her house and then I went home. Sunday - I had Orentationa nad my mom couldn't bring my cause of her ankle so i went with Cienat. We got there and we got our name tags and we had a assemble and we toured the school. After that Cienat asked if i wanted to sleep over and i did then we got subs adn One Stop and then just chilled and watched Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle... Then Zach Thomas and Mike Gould went ot her house at like 12ish and we all hung out .. and they left. Monday/Today - I came home at like 12ish and I went to dance regrestration at PAC at 2 then no one was there so we went to Wal-Mart nd then went back and Debbie was there so i reestered for dance adn then i came home rearranged the living room wiht my mom and Angela then we went to auburn around 5ish. We went out to eat the I called Tj on the cell phone on the way home and talked to him then i came home and talked on the computer then i got off and talked to matt duka on the phone until like 10:30 - 11 . and then i called tj and he was going to bed cause he starts school tomorrow. but then i got online then i talked to chris on the phone for a long time to then i got on here and wrote this .. but now its bed .. night .. Rough week huh?! Maybe this is what I want in life .. HIM ... JUST HEAR ME OUT ...

Today i wentover to kristinas wondeful house she screamed at me to go to the movies i was like sure.. and my mom gave me money $$... Then Dilan picked us up in his mom boyfriends limo .. then i felt like a third wheel all the time that we were in the movie we watched Duke's of Hazzard .. it was really good kinda.. haha and before the movie started me and kristina went into the bathroom and Dilan put his head against the door to hear what we were saying .. and i pushed it open and i wacked him in the head ... ( listen to your heart ) sorry random moment.. umm then we went home nad now she is sleeping over adn mark ross is being weird :) i lvoe him .. like a friend mark no ideas :) hahha :D

Ohkay, well today was fun. I went to my sisters house for awhile and hung out with her... And we walked to the libary where i took kylie (my neice whos 7 months) downstairs, and there was this other baby there and it was like a bad version of the rugrats. They we like gurgaling at each other and like talking to each other. It was a little weird, but anyway i got a book. Then we went back to Tasha's and we talked but then Doug came and picked me up and we went the Z and Z's (where he works) to get a screwball ( an icecream in a plastic cone with a gumball at the bottum).. anywy i cam home adn got online and whatever ahha oh this saturday i am goign to OOB an dnayone who wants to come tell me and i'll ask..... Adios

Today all I did was return bottles cause this is ME and we get 5 cents back for them. well im really bored and im not really feeling to good so im out .. P.S. I like someone now .. haha .. ..

OMG today well its more like at 1:37 Gary told me he likes Brittany now and that kind of upsets me because he liked me and im used to him flirting with me. And its not that i like him its just that i like his attention on me.. I SO totally know that sounds REALLY selfish but everyone goes through this like when someone likes you and they stop nothings the same and you want it to go back but it won't until they like you again .. I just can't belive it and alos he hung up on me twice and didn't even call me back .. errr that pisses me right the FUCK off.. ha now that, that angers gone lets see .. Today I'm getting a new fridge hanging with my 22 year old sis and going shopping .. Then teen night .. whatta blast .. Ohkay the day went by and we got a fridge but my dumbass mom won't let me get anything shopping except a backpack ERGH and she wouln'd even let me go to teen night and hang out with my friends that bugs me ERGH!! Somtimes i just hate those ppl who try and hurt you but make you laugh cause it really hurts my stomach to laugh that much ahha .. And if they have all that time on there hands to try adn make fun of me then they m,ust think of me alot at least i know im on there mind alot .. haha so i must just be loved right ?! HAHA

TODAY .. was awesome not.. i really did nothing and i don't care about spelling today .. every have one of those days where you just don't care? Well today was that one for me.. haha we i made plans with my best friend to go to OBB saturady adn tomorrow im going shopping AGAIN.. oh man i LOVE shopping .. haha and if anyone could help me on how to spuce um my sit diary tell me i wanna know cause i am kinda new to this but i still had fun today .. school is in about what 16 days and counting.. oh god.. but i can't wait for the football games and shit omg fun fun.. Ergh have you ever wanted somone SO much but they don't want you back then when they want you you don't want they .. ergh i hate that .. I have a crush on this kid but no one i hang out with lieks him that all hate him and he thinks there dumb and he told me he liked me and that he always has because im different from the other girls .. because i don't care about what people think about me. but then he went out with some other girl .. dumb huh?! Well now i don't care about him .. like i do as a person but not a boyfriend .. one day u love me, then u don't ,Then when u finaly do, then I won't.

Well, today I went to Auburn Mall for a little shopping. I got four shirts and a pair of pants. It was my mom, Doug (moms boyfriend), and Angela (Dougs daughter). It wasn't really fun but it could've been worse. Then when we got home at around 5-6 o'clock and we watched XXX. It was cool, I guess. Well, tomorrow is Monday and Kristina gets off groundation and we will probly hang out. Tuesday is Teen night and we will have a blast like always .. but the problem is Chelsie isn't going to be there. I will talk about all that some other time. Having a practicly bestfriend one day and having them hate you the next is really weird . But see I used to want to try and fix it now I'm just lke fuck it. If I don't even want the friendship anymore why repair whats ment to be broken. I got many more friends to hangout with and now I'm sticking to having good friends not bestfriends anymore.

Today, I played Manhunt at Cassie Veilluex house tonight and there weren't that many peopl there. But the people that were there were - Ernie, Lonnie, Gary, Matt, Devin, Cheeks, Me, Cassie, Carly, Bri, and Hayley. (But Devin and Cheeks didn't play.) It was Me, Taylor, Cassie, and Carly on one team and Bri, Ernie, and Lonnie on another. Hayley, Matt, and Gary walked off into there own little world, but after we found them. My team hide first, Taylor and I went off and hide in a ditch and Cassie and Carly went somewhere. When me and taylor were found I booked it the other way then enrie was chasing me and I felling into a ditch in the trail. IT SUCKED, haha but it was funny. Then we couldn't find Cassie and Carly, so Ernie, Lonnie, Taylor, and I walked this trail we have never been on and came out up the road. But when we were walking we were all talking I was walking behind Ernie and i grabbed his waist and said "BOO". He goes "Ahhh, Oh yeah I had an itch. Ahh, ithcy ;)" it was pretty funny. Then I tripped right behind him and he kicked his foot up and kicked me right in the rib cage on actident and we were laughing about it. We got back in the woods and we as in everyone except Cassie and Carly, sat in a cicle in the middle of the trails. We were all talking about sancies and stuff then Ernie made Hayley and Lonnie kiss then Bri and Lonnie. Then Gary the little man-slut that he is :) kissed everyones shoulders. We went up to the back porch at Cassie's and Ernie saw Cassie and Carly walk up to the front, so we out there and we all talked. Bri, Matt, and Hayley left so Ernie and Lonnie went and hid. We couldn't find Ernie and Lonnie. Then Ernie was sneaking around and tripped over somthing and made us see him. Then they came up to us and we went up to the fire. Then everyone started to leave, after the flug fire at us and was fooling around with it. But I came home for the first time in like five days, it felt SO good to be home.