Ok .. today SUCKED the whole damn day .. idk it just sucked .. ryan couldnt come over today i was sad about that : ugh i miss him.. and then today at softball the coach tells me im throwing wrong and trys to change the way i throw and what happends i pull a god damn muscle.. ughh.. i like the way i throw and it gets the ball there so UGH yeah sucks and now this apple sauce thing is being a pain UGH.. Wanna keep you from breakin wanna keep you from shakin wanna keep you from keepin you down Wanna keep you from sinkin wanna keep you from drinkin sometimes Wanna keep you from keepin you down Ringing in my head All the things you've said All the things you've done I wish I could compromise but theres only one way to go and im goin alone Im goin alone your self-help book shelf is full now your pictures are about to be pulled down without regard for a broken heart its another year ringing in my head all the things you've said all the things you've done i wish i could compromise but theres only one way to go Wanna be with you tonight Wanna be with you tonight No i know it isnt right wanna be with you tonight cuz i love the way that you shock-shock-shock me follow me to my house and then you rock-rock-rock me wanna see your eyes wide not so shut the queen be cool dont stop keep up livin the city can be dyin' if you dont got a grip take a sip from my molotov mug wanna keep you from keepin you down pick yourself up off the ground wanna keep you from keepin you down come on girl ringing in my head all the things you've said all the things you've done I wish i could compromise I wish i could close my eyes and somehow make it all alright but i know thers only one way to go Miss the way that you shock-shock-shock me follow me to my house and then you rock-rock-rock me wanna see your eyes wide not so shut completely cool dont stop keep up livin in the city, cuz your dyin if you dont got a grip take a sip from my molotov mug wanna keep you from keepin you down pick yourself up off the ground sorry about the random song lyrics thats what im listening to .. i love that song .. well .. oh yeah and then my mom goes to me today i think im gonna take you to get blood takend because you sleep a lot you're pale and your always cold .. ahh im scared i dont wanna get blood taken it hurts (( as jen says )) .. yeah so our band trip is soon WOOOO!!!!! yeahhhH! i cant WAIT!! EEEEEEEKkk .. mmmm.. lifehouse is hot.. lol but anyway band yes fun fun fun! wooo .. we're playing mad hard songs but weee im excited and .. haha if my coach thinks im not going .. shes wrong :D .. but i do LOVE softball S2 ([ and ryanS2 ]) well tomorrow is emilys party .. and then friday i gotta call Erica to wish her a SWEET 16!!!!!!!!!! woo .. and then duffys birthday is in a few days too .. ahh so many birthdays! =O yikes .. im glad mine is in summer .. cause i can have a pool party hehe fun fun well im gonna go Byeee Ryan i love you! and always will hun!S2 *hug & kiss*