well im feeling awful and i feel like a part of me is gone and has be riped out of me and the pain im feeling right now is so strong i have never felt this before it hurst so bad.. and i just want to curl up and die or something i dont know what to do .. i dont know what to say .. i feel hollow and empty and extremely hurt .. i didnt expect this pain at all .. and this is Only the beginning .. *sigh* will it ever get easier..? iloveyou-