OMG!! I can stand it no more. My friends do really freak me out, they allways start bitching me, humillating me cause they know, i'm so nice that i won't say shit. I shall start changing these. I'm their objects for humillation and bitching. Today I burst out and told them to fuck off, fuck them all, i can't take it!! I don't want to be here no more, i hate Spain, I hate Spanish, i hate everyone here, i just want to get out of this (maybe it's a bad dream, those nightmares that you can't wake up and you are so horrified) Fuck everybody! It's better to be alone than in bad company as we say here, and maybe there, i don't know. And also, my fucking english teacher, which i love her so much, and she is my favourite one, without any reason, started bitching me saying that i dodn't express myself right in English, loooooooooooooooooooooong story. She also said i should stop reading Superman comics (I don't read comics in the first place) and should read something that accords to my age. What? All these shit comes because I am not good in Brochures, you know for the Advanced Cambridge exam, cause she can express so poeticaly, and I . . . Anyway, i got so pissed i told her to fuck off too, and now my parents are discussing with my principal if i sould be kicked out or not. I hate my live, maybe i should go on drugs too, it makes your life so interesting don't they? migy