27//Damn You

Feeling: aggravated
So frustrated am i, My Mind is not my -Own- Yet it should be. I'm the one who has to walk around with it on my Shoulders. Perhaps i need a - No Trespassing - Notice attached to my Forehead, with Neon Lights a-blazing, Flame Throwers, and some sort of Contraption that looks rather Sophisticated, Yet has no other purpose other then to look Sophisticated. My Mind has been so harrassed lately, and i feel now it certainly is not Fair. I tried to tie it to a Leash, and pull it along side my Heel. To this moment i have not yet Suceeded in Training my Mind to -Heel !! I can not Function Soley on *Eeny Meeny Mynie Moe* It has it's draw backs, like that loud screaming Voice in my Head is now Silent. It usually gets me into a Rut - Then back out. Much like Insurance, and Automobiles. I am now a vessel of Emptyness, my Bones rattle so loudly now, with the Departure of my Conscience/Mind. This is definately an Item that will not be in the Lost Property Box at Reception awaiting Recollection. My Ginger Ale-Amiter now reads - So Low you're leaving Hull scrapes along the Runway. Please Return my Mind, just as neat and tidy as you found it. Please make sure the Magazines are all stacked beneath the Kick Table, for no-one likes Magazines stuck to their sticky World-Worn Sweats. Ohh i don't know... I need my Conscience back. So Please appeal, Return now, own up and nothing further will be Said/Actioned. Return to the same Cold Cobalt Blue Walls, have i. Alone yes. Bothered no. Monkey monkey swinging in a Tree.. Monkey Monkey can't see me.... ---------- I found my Mind again. I accidentally placed it into the Blender. Damnit, now i don't have enough -Mental Glue to fix it. So i'll just leave it scattered about the Floor, Like the bits of knotted hair that slip off my Comb. And forget about it, until it comes time to do the Vacuuming - Speaking of which... Never gets done. I guess this Entire Entry is in Vain.
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the big sign thingy...sounds cool...I need one for the mid-section of my body...
[Anonymous]
I actually thought that ur mind would be something that would be lost in the lost property box waiting for recollection. I could actually picture it sitting there dangling its feet over the edge saying "chanels property, i'm missing her".
You ever seen Eamon's clip of that song "Don't want you back" I just realised that i have so many friends just like that girl, the sadest thing is the girls who are like that get all the good ones,makes me sick
[Anonymous]
Ok i know that previous entry was a bit random, but you know how we talked about that whole guy thing and how it drives you crazy. Well its driving me crazy, cause i really wanna say something, i mean i'm spending every moment thinking of him. It's sad really, i want it to stop. Chanel im scared of rejection and then im scared of losing the chance to tell him. Or is it im scared to take a risk? I truly need answers don't think God is listening
[Anonymous]
Anyways i shouldn't be bothering you with my effortless thoughts!
Think you got enough, thought i seen ur mind pass me a minute back, he's on the run, you wanna catch him he went that way!
[Anonymous]