I'm watching When Harry Met Sally... Why can't this be my life?

I don't know what to write about. It's been forever. Being single sucks? Single since Feb 08. I hate my job. I should be going to school but I'm not. I need to stop drinking. I miss my old friends... I actually miss high school haha it was so easy and i didn't even realize it. I don't know.

I feel so lame for even being on here but I'm so bored. Hah. Sad. Phew, Amanda just called. So, yeah I'm still with Philip. It's great. I still see my friends which is even greater. OMG It's senior year. Scary. Speaking of scary it's almost Halloween! I'm lame. Oh I just got back from visiting my mom in Missouri. It was amazing. I saw my little sister and mom who I hadn't seen in TWO YEARS. Big deal for me. Caitlyn was adorable so getting so big and she has the cutest freckles speckled on her nose and cheeks and she is SOO white haha. And she's such an airhead. It's adorable. And I went to one of her soccer games and she sucks at it. She would just sit down in the middle of a game but she doesn't care she was having fun. Haha. And my mom waqs good too still my same mom. But down as shit she bought my some Jager and beer. And I saw Lacy! Omg, I hadn't seen her since Brittanys funnerl. We had a lot of fun. And Bryce was good too his PO let him off house arrest whil I was there so he had some fun. He has a job now too he works at Pizza Hut. Both or our first jobs were with pizza. What a coincidence. He says when he gets off probation (which is in about a month) he's gonna starting smoking bud again. I don't think that's the best thing but whatever I guess we'll see what happens. Well Amandas here so I gotta go.

i haven't written in forever and a half. i don't even know where to begin. i'm happy and that's all that really matters. i wish i wrote in here more. i'm not with michael anymore. i'm with phil now. so much to say. but i don't know where to start. oh well.