so i redid the colors on this journal and stuf.f... its not that great, i was figuring out what was where, i will make it not so... brightish another day, until then, have fun with these pretty colors... found out today... my grandpa is in town... the one who was out of my life the first like 15 years of my life. then came into it, for a few weeks left it for a year, came back for a few more months... left it for a year or w/e im bad at math, i havent seen him since im 16 and im 18 so what 2 years... and now hes back in milwaukee, and maybe for good... he came to go to a doctor or something ehre cuz shits wrong with him, of course... who isnt there somethign wrong with in my family... lol.. hes been back ni town for THREE MONTHS and my dad found out today, he saw him walking down the street and stopped by him, and he said that, he didnt call us cuz he didnt know the number, he coulda stopped by. we been in the same house and had same number for like 14 years. hello... dumbass. i dont ilke him. hes a guy i will never love even if he is my grandpa. and my grandma is really bad too in the nursing home. 62 or something years old in a nursing home, and her memory is terrible. well in a few weeks ima go up to eau claire to visit my crysta, i miss her. :-)