friends...who needs them? im saying this b/c i had a BIG fight w/ my best friend and she put me down, so down i i could find myself in china by now. we really dont hang out as much as we used to. its because we live like 10min. away, and she has her "new friends" that go over to her house EVERY DAY and they always want to do stuff w/ them. wuteva... hse says she tells them that im more of a friend than them two, but who tells that to people? well i asked her if she wanted to do something w/ me friday, and she says "i cant promise you anything cuz i think i have plans w/ maria and nicole(the 2 "friends)" and im like "u c them every day cuz they go over to ur house since they live rite next to you, and i rarely get to see you" and shes like "well you do other stuff w/ ur friends" and i say "kathy wut other friends... i GOT NO more friends." and the so goes off saying that i always make plans with her at the bad time and next time i should do it ahead of time. its like im schedueling and appointment to see her.and i feel like im competing w/ her other friends to see who can get her for next weekend. and that made me just break down and cry. so i feel like screaming at her, but i dont and i say "well next time you call me if your not doing nething w/ THEM, maybe u can find time 4 me once in a blue moon" and then i hung up. and by then i was crying a river. i mean who wouldn't? ur best friend just said that she rather hang out with her other friends than you, and you really dont hang out with ne other friands, cuz it wuz always u and her, and you dont want anything to change between you and her, but deep down inside you know you do. so yea thats how my day went