.:o45:.no point in trying

by nygirl
Wow I didn't know everything could be this badd. I don't feel like I need to be here. I love him but its sooo hard to. I can't stay like this. but I can understand y he dusent notice me. I'm UGLY .ppl don't get it. I c myself in the worst way. I tell myself I'm ugly because I don't like lying to myself. I don't get it. Ppl like who are my parents friends and that are like 40 think that I'm the most beautiful thing in the world, but guys my age don't c me as pretty or beautiful. I don't get it. So that's y I don't lie to myself anymore saying I'm pretty, or beautiful cuz I'm not. never was never am never will. wuts the use noone cares 4 me. I only have 2 relli good friends I love you D.S. & J.S. but they r the only reason y im living.
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aww i bet ur pretty ... boys are just stupid && there always tryin to look for girls that are more popular so they can be popular there stupid immature retards lol .... its ok i have the sam problem .. but i kno im beautiful & kno one can bring me down not even a silly lil boy =) mind if i add u to my friends list ? comment back =)


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some times i feel that way to i think everyone thinks that once in there life but it is not true everyone is beautiful to different ppl and the ppl who don't think ur beautiful then that is there own problem and there the ones that think there to good for everyone and there not really beautiful them self! even though i don't kno u, u are still beautiful.. and the one who says ur ugly is ugly for makin' u feel that way!
♥keli