Yesterday was a good day. I did go to school but again cancelled damn she should of gotten her sergery during the summer man. Anyways yeah i got home like at 2 chilled and toke a nap for like 2 hrs i think or more. I went to check up on the new hamster cause like Allen had gotten into a fight with him and snowball was all mest up and bleeding well the sad news is that snowball died yesterday and my little brother was crying i felt bad. Well i went upstairs to the back yard and my brother and Kareli came with me to dig snowballs grave. It was pretty sad my brother was praying and so did i and the little girl was like all lost but she prayed too. Last night was really scare it was like 330 i think and Lightning hit really close it was raning all night man. Well i woke up and man dude like i was fuckin scared it was so loud it hurt my ears. I was freakin scared to death i couldnt sleep i keeped on covering my ears i tried sleeping with my parents but i didnt feel safe then i went with my sister man she sleeps all fuckin weird she was like kicking me and shit. Well yeah dude i sleeped with her and around 5 i came back to my room and knocked the fuck out. Ive never been scared of Lightning till now. But i hope its not that bad. Im not sure what im going to do im kinda scared of walking outside and imagine the Lightning hiting me. :( shit man. ill probably tell my mom to take me to go rent some movies and like stay in today i wanted to go to the mall with my sis to buy a sweater but not sure now. Oh Oh Oh i dyed my hair ultra light golden brown it looks nice i like it a lot. So my dads birthday is coming up on the 27th hmm i hope he likes what we got him. Peace Out Love Janis