I'm such a cliche piece of shit I already knew that the thing about me is: I know exactly what I am doing to myself and I know exactly what I am doing to others that makes me truly horrible I don't deserve any of the 'good' things that happen to me I don't deserve your attention I don't deserve your affection I don't deserve your trust I just don't fucking deserve you at all. we're at a stalemate. and while I was at USC last weekend some guy thought I was some girl that he had a huge crush on in highschool which was stupid because he would not give up I hope he was embrassed. and some people use the most horrible pick up lines but most people have girlfriends and only like to talk to me while they do. and. It is weird how you could have met someone before and not have known who they are and you see each other again and you put everything together my life runs in circles.