Baby Rambles

I've decided that it is time for me to provide a substantial post. I haven't done this in the longest time and I truly feel as though I will be quite shit at it. Here goes: This past summer I began dating a boy who is all kinds of awesome. He bought me one of those silly cameras from Urban Outfitters as a surprise little gift. Needless to say we stopped seeing each other before I got the pictures developed. What a familiar story, no? I started nursing school this past semester. If you ask me (which you are, because as my reader you have no real choice); it's just an excuse to not have any sort of social life anymore.I spend most of my time studying or worrying. It's gotten to the point that I feel guilty most of the time when I do go out and it's not really fair to my friends. I also quit my job. I've never been unemployed since I was 16 years old. It's quite depressing to see a bank account (even though money isn't really real) become depleted day after day. anyway: I'm good at making friends and the material isn't completely difficult,but I can't help but feel so utterly alone. All of my new acquaintances are either engaged, have children, or married, which leaves me as the friend they constantly try to set up on blind dates: "My friend who just got out of a really rough relationship" or "My friend who would be perfect for you" or "My friend who likes Asian girls" or "My friend that is new to the area" or "My boyfriend's friend" annoying. Way to make me feel like I have nothing to come home to! I'll be back soon...
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