i finally started school. yesterday i had 5 classes. i am only enrolled in one of them. i need at least 4 classes. i dont find out until around the end of next week to see if i get to take said classes. so many beautiful girls go to UCSB. i can probably bank on most of them being floozies but theyre just playing the hand they are dealt so i dont hold it against them... and i dont touch them. today i have 2 classes. im only in one of them. one starts at 8 and ive been here since 730 waiting. lame. i get to see my cousin from new york today. meghan. shes awesome. shes my cousin who buys one-way tickets to europe and stays there months at a time and simply stays in hostels and on peoples couches. shes such a free spirit and i admire her for that. Courtney is bugging the shit out of me. i want her completely gone from my life, but i dont as well. shes sweet and i like having her around but shes trying to force our friendship far to fast. i want to punch her sometimes. new computer next week. macbook pro. chicka chicka.