My Father was Murdered Thursday September 8th of 2005. He was found in an Indianapolis alley shot twice. Once in the left eye and once in the head. There are many leads that have been suggested but no Offical information has been found..... ~ IN LOVING MEMORY~ ... Timmothy VanZant ... Aug. 25,1961 - Sept. 08,2005 I can't fuckin believe the way people treat one another. I mean my dad was just murdered and for the first time in my life I have had to plan a funeral, pick a casket, a Tombstone, and even a plot, and people... even my own family just treat me like shit. I cant take it anymore I feel like just taking my life. I NEVER thought I would have to deal with a murder especally my dad. I mean he wont be able to go to my graduation, give me away at my wedding, hold my babies. NOTHING. It's just all gone.. anything that I might have wanted to do is just never going to happen. And its all because some punk bitch in the streets wanted to bring a gun into a fist fight because they couldnt have taken him down any other way. Then you have stupid fucking people who run their mouth about how my dad would have wanted things diffrent when he died. I'm sorry but it was my fuckin choice and I made my choice.. so anything other than that is obviously not an option anymore. I dont want no fuckin sympathy phone calls, or everyone asking me if I am ok... I dont need nobdy in my business or in my face. I'm tired of hearing people say stories of what they think happened. Everyone should just shut the fuck up cause NOONE other than my dad and the person who shot him and anyone else who may have witnessed it knows what truely went on that night. So everyone else needs to shut there fucking mouths. And if you have anything to fuckin say about it bring it to my face and say it, cause this aint the time to be a bitch and hide your words behind my back. But I'll let it be known if you step to me you will get your fuckin head knocked off cause Im not in the mood and this aint no joke. So if you want it.. bring it. If not shut the fuck up and keep my name and my dads name out of your fuckin mouth.