First Best Friend: Mathew First Crush: Brandon First Real Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Boy-Chris, Girl-Jennifer First Date: hmm.. Homecoming.. Chris :) First Kiss: Eddie First Album/CD: Korn- issues First Piercing/Tattoo: ears/then eyebrow/tounge/naval/eyebrow again /lip/nose/now lip again/ an OM (Left Wrist) First True Love: Chris First Enemy: Olivia First Time Dying My Hair: 6th grade maroon First Formal Dance: homecoming freshman year First Time Breaking A Bone: none First Time Getting Really Sick: being born premee L A S T Last Cuss Word Uttered: bitch Last Compliment: i like your shoes Recieved - you're beautiful Last/Current boy/girlfriend: Sara Last Crush: Niko Last Time Driving: umm a couple days ago Last Big Car Ride: umm when we went to Ragging Waters Last Kiss: Sara Last Good Cry: a couple of weeks ago Last Movie Seen: ? Last Phone Call: Emily Last Thing Written: Probability Last Show Watched: futurama Last Time Showered: sunday Last Shoes Worn: black converse Last Person That Saw You Naked: Sara Last CD Played: american idiot Last Item Bought: New Fossil Watch Last Disappointment: Ani Difranco Concert: Missed Last Annoyance: Jewel being loud (but i still love you) Last Song You Heard: Ashley Simpson- Peices of Me , egh Last Piercing/Tattoo: Lip, right side/ OM (left wrist) I AM: ok I WANT: forever I HAVE: Love I WISH: love could last forever I HATE: George W. Bush I MISS: Emily I FEAR: Loosing "her" I HEAR: the sound of my fingers hitting the keys and of all the computers buzzing all around me I SEARCH: inside myself I WONDER: if i can make it I REGRET: nothing.. life is full of mistakes.. make em' I LOVE: Sara, Emily, Chris, Jennifer, My Mom, my Dad, ( ), Rita, my Step Bros, and my Sister(kristen), Coral.. Jewel, Brooke, Brittany... hmm.. (my whole human family.?.nah.) I ACHE: When she's not here I ALWAYS: poke smot I AM NOT: yours. I DANCE: in my under pants I SING: to you I CRY: when your gone I AM NOT ALWAYS: a bitch I WRITE: my life I WIN: you! I LOSE: myself I CONFUSE: matt I SHOULD: make things right