getting tired

Listening to: vermilion- slipknot
Feeling: confused
I am so fuckin confuse, i think i like one guy, but i know he doesn't feel the same way... & the worst part is that he is one of my brother's friends, & i have no chance with him... :( & I am really tired of being alone i really need someone, i feel so fuckin l0nely :( !!!
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yeah well, now you know what i'm feeling, life is so depressing, anyway i'll do the party, but even the girl that wants to fuck with me doesn't make me happy at all, i don't like her, i've allready told her, but she won't understand and keeps telling me the same shit, i just don't want to hurt her or smth. Anyway she is confusing me so much i just want to get rid off her. That's the way i am, a cruel bastard, i'm stupid, well see ya.

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