is WHACK. school is not fun when you have senioritis. parties have been okay, love life has been whack. not so much whack, i'm just 100% confused and immature i guess. WHATEV! i want to have fun, i want to be loved, i want to be happy, but i'm too damn confused to do any of the sort. i think TOO much. ive been getting more sleep but im still exhausted. i dont know what is going on, but i know that mark comes home from college today for the weekend so that means drunkeness and cigs with my favorite gay man alivee.!!