Something I happen to believe in I like to call personal divinity. We all have something of the divine in us, something special, something of the stuff of gods and goddesses. I think thats something I'm missing in my life. To me, my raven used to be my image of the god, and I worshiped that, needed to. But, I don't think he ever saw me in that capacity. And thats something I need.. to be seen as the goddess incarnate in the eyes of my lover. And, because this no longer exists in my life, I feel like that something very basic and spritual is missing. I have seen the god.. and once the goddess in past lovers.. they became the mental image of what I worshiped and made it real for me. I know what I must do.. not sure when I'll do it.. but hopfully.. once I break the invisible chains that hold me, I can find that again.. awaken that spirtual and etheral fire again. I've already found some that stir the embers within me, but I won't act until I am free... ~Ravenfox