I am trying to regain control of my life. I’m so sick of just going through the motions. Just floating on. I’m making an effort. Every day. To open my eyes. To smile. To laugh. To just let go. To get out of my head.

Balance is very important in life. One thing, or one person, cannot be your everything. It just doesn’t work that way. I realize that now. I’m working on being healthier; physically, mentally, emotionally, wholly.

I will not give up. I will be me, only better. The new and improved version. Still the same on the outside, on the surface. But renewed, rejuvenated on the inside. Fresh and clean. And happy. Like the spring.