51 - Thinking...

I feel good today. I woke up really sore, but after a nice hot shower my muscles relaxed a bit. I wish I could learn how to sleep on my back and not my side! Always sore shoulders. I drank a cappuccino and it was delicious. And I had some yogurt. Yummy.

Last night I had a talk with my mom about moving to St. Cloud. She thinks that $495 a month for rent is outrageous. But, really, I’d only be paying for half. Anyways. She suggested instead that I get a two bedroom apt. with Jeremy and my brother. So Jeremy and I would share a room and we’d each pay a third. I think it’s a great idea, personally. And Jeremy loves my brother. I just think maybe Nick will be weirded out. I don’t know. I hope he seriously considers it. Because it’s pretty economical.

I just hope Jeremy and I make it. Moving in together just brings up so many more things to fight about. We’re already been fighting about money. He wants a joint account and I don’t really. I guess I’m just selfish. I have saved up over nine thousand dollars. He has almost four thousand. Am I being petty? I mean, we’re not married yet or anything. I’m committed, but I’m not stupid. I think I’m just being practical. I just figured we’d go splitsies on everything.

And I hope we both get into school. I can’t think of why we wouldn’t. It’s just state, after all. Pretty much guaranteed acceptance. It’s gonna be tough. An adventure, definitely.

(It won't let me post what I'm listening to! In case you were wondering, that would be "The Boy With The Arab Strap" by Belle & Sebastian. :) And my mood is pensive.)

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