I’ve been busy lately. I wasn’t angry during my last entry; just a little… brash I guess. I’m not sure of the right word. I was just feeling kind of fed up with everything. I wish I could skip this part. The deciding part. Just skip to September or so. I’d already be in college and all of the crap would be figured out. I’m just anxious.

My parents just ordered pizza! Yum.

Jeremy and I are going to tour some apartments in St. Cloud later this month. I’m going to bring my mom along because I feel so inexperienced when it comes to this stuff. I hope everything works out. There’s one place that’s ten blocks from the college. That would be perfect, seriously. So I hope it’s not too gross inside. Smoking is allowed which kind of worries me. But, hopefully it’s not bad.

I keep changing my mind about what I want to study in school. Accounting would be smart, but I would hate it. I made a cool bracelet/chain out of metal rings that looks amazing. Maybe I’ll do that for a living. Make and sell jewelry. Nobody would buy it. And I realized that I don’t really like painting. I’m not good at it. I like to draw but I suck at it! Nancy from work told me that you don’t have to be the best, you just have to have a passion for what you’re doing. So… I’m thinking fashion designer. I could design jewelry too. I like to think I have a good eye for style. Not my own style, but… Those who can’t be fashionable, teach others to be fashionable.

I can’t wait to eat pizza.

I’m in the process of going through all my shit. Sorting, throwing away, organizing, storing. I have a lot of stuff. I hope I can get it all gone through by this weekend. That would be good.

Anyways.

Sam, we need to hang out!