Theres chills running down my entire body. I've gone off and on shaking for over a day now. I feel like my life is over. It ended in a day one day. And this time I can blame it on myself entirly on myself. I sat in my bed for hours last night. One day I can see her whenever I want the next I cant speak to her or go near her but I am going to wait I know I will. I've been crying since it happend and there is only short periods that I don't. I had to wear sunglasses when I went snowboarding so that my father couldn't see the tears even though he knew everything. -Aaron-