hey i know i havent wrote in a long time some things have changed and others havent. I still love that girl with all my heart. I still want to be with her. I want all of that. In some ways i have changed physically and mentaly. The world has turned its back on me so many times. Finally i turn my back on the world. All except her. I do everything i can to make her happy. I slip her money when she needs it. I do my best to make her laugh when she is down and nurse her when she is sick. I do all this even if its an exspense to me. Cause i dont care about money or anything like that. I care about her and what has to be done to make her happy. One other thing that has changed, I no longer make promises cause to speak the very word is a lie in itself, at least thats the way people treat it...