Hey this is to give my Princess an idea of how i feel about my situation with the whole Sister thing... Cause its soo hard to say. I get down on my knees to pray That i will meet u again one day I hear you every day and every night Its my emotions that i hide and i fight Dont judge me by the masks that i wear Its my own past that i run from and fear Ive had my trips and ive had my falls I hold back love with my heartbroken walls When u look down on a person, and u are happy at what u see I pray everyday that that person is me When i see u agian i wont know what to say I have a while to think b/c right now i have to stay But when i do meet u, Ill crack a smile Cause i will not have seen u for a long while Ive been through my test and trials Had my quarrels and my shoves O' how i long for that one hug I want to hear your voice again I would see u now if given the choice When that day comes my soul will rejoice I will be happy from my head to my feet My life has ended and my soul complete Goin through life will soo much pain The suffering will be over when i see u again I miss that smile I miss that voice I miss her... "I wrote that a long time ago... it is true to this day. So u can see why i cry... dont give me pity, just understanding..."