I think I need to say this, I cant believe that Im not Morgans best friend anymore.. Its just i dont understand what we did to each other, and I miss being her best friend.. The sleepovers and all of the stuff that we did together, she was like my twin sister.. I just miss the good 'ol days.. I talked to my aunt today, about my mother.. My mom isnt doing so well.. she hasnt been able to deal with her problems, she runs from everything.. I think thats why she lives half way across the country.. I miss her so much.. But, it was her decision to move.. I just wish i could see her more often, I havent seen her since last summer, almost a year.. it kills me everyday knowing my mom doesnt live in maine, and i feel like i was part of the reason why she moved, and I have that shame hovering over my head everyday.. it really sucks and Im getting really sick of everyone and their bitching cause, frankly I have my own issues to deal with!! but no i get accused of bitching instead!! l8r