stupid.. stupid.. stupid..

Listening to: nothing.. thinking
Feeling: chaotic
I think that I have come to the conclusion that I am making a huge mistake.. well, that I have been making a huge mistake all along.. Im going out with this guy that I really don't even know, and come to find out when he came over today. It was really awkward!! I dont have anything in common with him at all. And.. I think that Im going to break up with him. I just can't do this anymore. I know his heart is into it. But, It seems really unfair to me to drag something out, that I dont even want. and in the long run it would just hurt him, so.. Im going to break up with him. But, on a better note, Ill be single again, and maybe, I could find someone that I have a lot in common with, and be able to hang out with him. I want to be able to have a relationship that is like one of mine that Ive had in my past, only this time; my heart wont get broken and Ill be a lot happier! Like I have said before, This is my life, and live life as if was your last day. And things are going to go my way!!
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tear tear that was sooo beautiful lol...i couldn't have said it better myself girl! It would be better to brake up with him now then wait and get him hurt! Well good luck with that...can't wait till tomorrow for our game! We are gonna kick ass...have an awesome Sunday..have an awesome day cause tomorrow we go back to school dun dun dun...talk to ya later girly...oxo -`nyesha`
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I'm sorry hunny... i'm sure that you made it that choice for a good reason! just follow your heart. do what you want and not what others want you to do... be you not what others want... its ur life and your decisions.. for those who don't like it and think your making a big mistake... fuck them... if they wouldn't go out with someone if they thought it was akward...and couldnt' stand it so they cant be saying much... Love You!
i love you