my girlfriend abbi of three years broke up with me today. i really loved her. i don't know what to do with myself. she was the best thing in my life and now she's gone. she broke up with me on the fucking phone. who does that!? she told me that she never really intended for our relationship to last more then a month. and that she never really loved and cared for me like she did. i started crying on the phone, i rarely cry. she told me she had to go and for me not to call her and then hung up on me. SHE ALSO SAID SHE WAS FUCKING CHEATING ON ME!!!!! im in shock. i can't believe this. our anniversary is on the 26th. that would have marked our four years together. i bought a ring and i was planing on proposing and everything. i feel like im living in a nightmare. how could she end it just like that?! she told me not to cry and that I'd get over this and that i didnt deserve her. she said im an asshole and a bad boyfriend. i honestly don't think i can get over her. i feel like shit. every thing in this room reminds me of her. i really need to talk to my friend amber. she is the only person who can help me right now.. i can't stop crying.