After millions of months spent deciding on what I think, It's Done. I am [finally] happy. thank you ♠♠

So I've taken to this crazy new thing. It's called writing. ON PAPER. I know, weird. But it's going to catch on I'm telling you. Which helps explains my lack of anything since August. ¢¾ mwah.

Weird. Before now I practically dreaded my birthdays.. Everyone else I know seems to boast about and count down to theirs, but I can officially say that I have never counted down in eagerness. I've always tried to avoid the possibility that the day was coming closer. But now, It's somehow different..? I'm 17 :D And guess what. I'm happpy too. WEIRD. Oh yeah and I'm at work (SHH). buhbyenow ♥

i'd love to stay and chat i'd love to chew the fat but someone's listening in

Im sorry my president is such an idiot. Je suis désolée que mon président est un tel idiot. Sono spiacente che il mio presidente sia un tale idiota. Het spijt me dat mijn president een idioot is Estoy apesadumbrado que mi presidente es tal idiota. [you get the point] ♥ ♣ ♥

I just wanted to drive [and i did] I never wanted to stop [but i did] I wanted to get away from this town [but i can't] at least not yet. always stays the same, nothing ever changes. english summer rain seems to last for ages /edit: Happy Birthday Mr Nader

Someday, when I'm dead and gone, I hope I'm quoted. Because most of all, above being poor above being unhappy above being a failure, the one thing I don't want to happen is to be forgotten. But I think that's pretty much everyone's secret philosophy. [good+night]

So the neighbors can dance In the police disco lights ♥♣♥

And nothing surprises us. All of the sudden, she's fading into the background. Who used to be an outspoken soul is now just bright colors and bad insults. I know it's probably just temporary, like everything else, but still it doesn't make it any more enjoyable. just [wake up]. Edit: "The religion of one age is the literary entertainment of the next." --Emerson .good.+.night. lovejane

In the middle of nowhere and I'm suddenly inspired. No redneck, country music, broken camera, or drunken phone call could ruin this mood. Alright, I'm being optimistic but oh well. ♥Good news: LE TIGRE i heart them and i get to dancedancedance to them tomorrow can you say arriba? ♠Bad news: my poor little camera seems to have come to it's dying days. but that's alright. you can't capture life in a picture unless you've lived first. to everyone i haven't met yet ♥ bye lovelies jane /edit: FASHION, n. A despot whom the wise ridicule and obey.

I predict a riot. Two cups of coffee and a few painkillers later, all i am is stuck and staring at the ceiling. The joy of smalltown living. (Lets just get out of this town.) ♥♠♥ jane

you know you're a Lush. and i know i'm a bastard but that's not new information now is it? so i'm going to move far far away maybe russia i could become a commie well, more of one than i am now lol. its a plan so if youre looking for me in ten years i shall be alone on the top of some forsaken mountain in the middle of fiji with woolen everything(including earmuffs). just so you know my ten year plan

Well Isnt this fun I'm back (woo?) But not to worry because I have my newfound bass amp and my old piano and my twisted little thoughts and they all mix very well, if i do say so myself. And now i shall be off looking if i can actually take a picture that doesnt suck so very badly wee ta loves -jane

Gay Pride Parade is TodaY Concert is TodAY like oh em gee WeeeE Holy fuck I've never been this happy well maybe i have but not in a longggggggG time edit: oh man i can't sleep not that i do anyways i shall just take a little walk around then talee ho bye loves -JaNe <3

alright i shall explain the cycle of summer 1.happy jane 2.makes for good times 3.which then make for an introspective jane 4.which hopefully makes for zen jane 5.which makes for happy jane ..yadda yadda yadda i know its not a party if it happens every night pretending there's glamour and candelabra when your drinking by candle light what does it take to get a drink in this place oh goodness i love that song and this makes for a long entry woo <3 ta loves

Just call it a revolution 60's minds in modern times their hands upon the wheel the words being said, that are dried up and dead, speak of a faith and a love that is no longer real. just call it a revolution. Just call these acts of violence acts of peace and we'll believe that freedom's just around the corner that there'll be a time when theres no need to grieve. For the violence, the silence, the fight for peace, the oxiMoron we're fighting for, the blood drenched, oil soaked terror war. Just call it a revolution. You scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever.Gunshot73%Cut Throat53%Natural Causes53%Suicide53%Posion47%Disappear47%Stabbed47%Disease40%Suffocated40%Drowning33%Eaten33%Accident27%Bomb13%How Will You Die??created with QuizFarm.com because i've always wanted to know.. but now i shall be leaving bye now lovelies <3

Alright this whole week= BaDDDDDkmafknawfa until Friday wich made my whole bad week/day/whatever go away wich made me happy wich is good... Hmm I guess when the most awesome concert ever is mixed with the beginning of summer, there's bound to be some wonderfly cheerful people out there somewhere. Oh and speaking of fabulous things and good times and all that jazz.. Iggy Pop, Bjork, and Beck just made my day. Woo. ta now lovelies <3

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Well its about time that i wrote a new entry. Its sort of relieving though how when I'm away from the computer for this long, I dont really feel compelled to be on it anymore. Probably good for my eyesight and my social life. But social lives Who needs them? Good news and the Bright sides: i was asked by the OWNER of a salon to show my work! (WooO if i do say so myself) I've been playing my bass a lot more recently (always gooood) ... and.. ooh its spring Woo Bad news and on the Darker side: ......i still live in midland? i guess that's bad i mean relatively speaking it could be a lot worse Hot Damn I heart the brian jonestown massacre thats right ta now lovelies <3 jAnE

hard core dancing is the sex. Mmmyes I dont know what I'd do without music. For example there's this girl in my math class who doesnt care for music at all, and LOVES chemistry with as much passion as I love my bass. Its a bit scary. But I guess everyone has to have something that they love, because without that drive for existance, there'd be no real point to anything. Damn these thoughts of mine. Damn them to Heck. Well this is me saying goodbye and happy SpriNg bReaK!! LoL!!!11oneshiftone just kidding. ta now kiddies -jAnE