i cant sleep. its saturday morning and its 5 in the morning. i cant sleep. i just toss and turn and get bored, and i remembered i havent updated that recently. when i cant sleep, i just think about everything. i think about my ex girlfriend and how things are with her...all the situations where i felt shed wronged me or someone else...i think i hate her, but sometimes im just at peace with it. i think about my dad and whether or not i have any half brothers or sisters that i havent met. how its unfair. i feel more sorry for tim, my older brother, who had known my dad longer. i can hardly remember him, so im not upset about it or anything, it just makes me a bit angry, especially on my mom's behalf...you know? maybe... well thats it for now... jason's new bass is so gosh dang cool. happy b'day pal!