"In a girl's life she will always have those '3 guys'. The one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she can't get enough of. But all and all, in the end...they are all the same guy."
OOpsie! Totally 4got to write in this since I got back lol. Well I'll make that part short n sweet, the plane ride home sucked and I didnt get home till about 8:30. Steve had called me the day before telling me he had to go out of town up to Idaho on buisness with his boss and had to leave the day I got back and I didn't get to see him. :'( Its not Saturday night and he's supposed to be coming home tomorrow thank god. But yesterday I called him and he was acting really really wierd and I was out so he just told me he would call me at midnight when I got home. I asked him what was wrong and he assured me nothing was but I could hear it in his voice. Anyway, midnight rolls around and still no call so I called him got his answering machine and left me a message. Next morning, still no call. His phone has been off all day till now and I havent heard from him which is wierd. Im sure he just like forgot his charger or something and his phones dead, but sorry, im a girlfriend and I do worry...a lot lol. I just care about him so much, Ive never cared about anyone t his much in my entire life. And seeing that I havent seen him in almost 2 weeks now...I am SO LONELY. Hes like my other half and Im not the same person without him. He brings out the best in me and I love it. Ive become such a better person because of him and he has no idea. I dont know where things will go for me and him but we both see a long future ahead of us. :) anyway, tonight was kinda gay. Nellie called me really sad so I burnt her a quick "little kid cd" yanno..the ones with like spice girls and ashlee simpson and aqua on it! haha yeah anyways lol, I went and got her and like any good friend....took her out to get drunk! lol. We went to my friend jacque's party for awhile. It was alright, but Nellie was upset so I was upset cuz I hate seeing my friends sad. We wound up leaving at like 11:30 and here I am! But I am tired as hell so I will be going 2 bed now! xoxo
<3 krystyna