i just realized how much i like myself, and that im a great person. i also realized that im not ugly, which is a good thing because now im not as hard on myself as i usually am. i also realized that my "best friend" hope is just a stupid childish bitch who is extemely selfish. i went to daves house for halloween yesterday and cody and i hung out for the majority of the night, he's one of the best guys i've ever met. we all watched army of darkness and laughed our asses off, and then cody got stoned and we had cigarettes. it was a good nite all in all. hope can just get over herself, im sad i missed hardcore halloween though, it sounded fun :(