Will i be destined to live the fate my mother lives? To work everyday to make ends meet and take care of everyone else and have no time for myself? I think i am going to get her a spa pass for Christmas... She deserves it. AND... I am going to ask him tomorrow night... if he will be mine... I hope that he says yes. Because i can't see myself spending the rest of my life with anyone else but him.... I know it deep down, he's the one who fits and we, as a team and make it... no matter what happens... Im his.... Im going to ask him if he will be mine... but before i do... Im going to take glow sticks and break them all open and splatter them all over my room... he says he can never see the stars in Virginia so... i will make some for him to see... and turn the lights on, so when he comes in, they are invisible... then im going to turn the lights out and get on one knee and ask him, I will you be mine? Lets just hope he says yes.