I can't wait to see my baby again.... its 12:45 and he should be here around 2 O'Clock so yeah IM FREAKING OUT AND CLEANING LIKE MAD CRAZY.....sooo.... yeah... im writing this to hopefully calm me down. On another note: I do hope he says yes because he wants to not because he feels like he has to. UGH SOOOOO NERVOUS.... T-T WHYYYYYYYYYY This is only like one of THE MOST IMPORTANT MOMENT IN MY LIFE. Im asking a man if he wants to spend the rest of my life with me.... ugh ok... back to cleaning i will update if he said yes or no or not...probably not tonight but sometime this weekend... maybe sunday...