Swilrs and Curls;; opaque blue inside a heart-shaped bottle. Can you even remember what we wanted to be? {{So long ago now.}} Just a distant /memory/ of happiness; of the worst sort. Flashes of green && neon blue. {~I always wanted to live in a forest. Now I do && all I want is to go back to my icy jungle.~) I'm always wanting what I can never have. Always trying to remember what should be +forgotten.+ But I can't forget. No matter how much I want to. I know I shouldn't, but I can't help still loveing you. Can't help still missing you.