...but nobody said that it would hurt so bad

Listening to: starry eyed suprise
Feeling: whiney
so yeah these people keep calling me. it's so annoying. britt called them back and the 1 really was indian. and the other had like a ny area code so like she called and they were like chinese so i called back the indian one and she wasn't indian. so now i'm like positive its him. and then i just got another one like 15 minutes ago. it drives me crazy. he really needs to grow up. i mean i'm only 15 and he's 17 almost 18 and i'm being more mature than him. i should have listened to ALL of his friends when they were like what do you see in him? but no i have to fall for losers. yeah so if this is how he is to people he doesn't like i'm so happy we broke up. i mean he tells me that he hates his ex from before me and then he called her more than he called me. it wouldn't even suprise me if he was messing with her. oh well. he knew that he was my first serious boyfriend and he completely took advantage of me. oh well i'm just happy i saw it after 4 months rather than 4 years. ok now i'm done venting. so today was a really weird day. i tried to make the kind of rice that you just put the bag in boiling water but my mom threw the box out a few days ago and so i didn't know how long to cook it and so i figured 5 minutes would be long enough. i was wrong. it was still hard. so gross. yeah then i hung out with my friend brittany for a while but we got bored. then my sister came over for a while so my mom could sew some patches on her boyfriend's motorcycle vest. and oh my cousin is getting married in april. i think i'm gonna go down to florida for her wedding. i was supposed to go to california in april because that's when my dad is off duty for work and i was supposed to be going for my sweet 16 but i guess not anymore.
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Your diary is so cute, i love it. And I love Fall out Boy, they rock.
[Anonymous]
i love your layout
Thnx.. they're the colors of my room too.. that's where I got the idea.
heyyy =]
yeah of ccoarse you can add me, i'll add you righht back. sorry i didn't read your entry, i'll read it later today when i'm not so tired because it's like 7:00 AM. agh, crazy!