this week has been crazy!!! on tuesday i found out that my grandma died. it was weird because i wasn't really sad. i guess i didn't feel a connection with her. does that make sense? so on thursday afterschool my dad picked me up and brought me home so i can get all my stuff then we picked my mom up from work and headed for connecticut. it took over 3 hours with all the traffic. so yeah i went there and there was all this drama with my dad's uncle and my uncles and i don't know? they want the antiques. anyways we hung out at the pool in the hotel because everyone just wanted to be with the family... so the next day i helped my aunt and uncle clean the house because the next day they were having everyone over for a get together after the service since there was no funeral. then i went with my cousin and we got pizza and ate it. then my other uncle and aunt were causing all this drama about the will and stuff... i mean we didn't even have the wake and their worring about that? so anyways that night was the wake so we got ready and went down to the funeral home... it was really sad. my one aunt and uncle were there with my 2 cousins. i didn't really want to go in. i was scared because it was an open casket. no one was really crying though but we all had tears in our eyes. so i went up with my mom and dad and we said a prayer. then my other aunt and uncle and cousins came in and my one cousin was like bawling and that made all of us start crying. then like all the people came up to my cousins and i and they were like your grandma loved you guys so much. and i felt really bad. so that night went forever. at the end when it was just the family we were all talking and stuff and my one older cousin started crying and she ran out. it was really sad. so after that my aunt, my uncle, their 4 kids, my mom and dad and i all went out to dinner because we were all starving. but my other aunt and uncle and my other 2 cousins wouldn't go. they were being so snobby. so then the next day they had a service in the park by where she lived. it was really pretty there. they said some prayers and read the ulogy. then the whole family went to the cemetary where my grandpa was buried and we brought flowers to him. it was really sad but my dad was making everyone laugh. so then we went back to my aunt and uncles house for a little get together. everyone was there. i got so sick after that so my dad brought me back to the hotel room and i fell asleep. then my mom wanted me to come back so she said that my cousins were gonna come pick me up. so they did and we decided to go back to the park where they had a ceremony. so then my 2 cousins needed to get changed so we went to their house and got clothes and then we got lost going to the park. it took like an hour when it should've taken like 15 minutes. and we were in the ghetto. lmao. it was scary but like funny at the same time. lol so we finally get there. and we drove around for a little while. then we finally parked and hung out at the top of the hill. it was fun because like i never hang out with them and when i get together with my family its always the whole family and like younger cousins and aunts and uncles so yeah... so then we were all hungry and we wanted to go to hooters for dinner. lol so she called her mom to see if we could and her mom was like we'll meet you there... and my cousin was like no!!! we're going to hooters so they didn't come.... so then we went back to the house to get some money and almost everyone left by then. so my one uncle didn't want our cousins to go he was like why don't you go somewhere else? but we went anyways... so the 4 of us went there because none of us ever went... so we went there and ate and we had fun except my one cousin was being stupid and she was like that's so degrating and we were like they don't have to work here. whatever... and then my other cousins friend boyfriend i don't know he was calling and being mean to her. when we got back though we were telling them about it and my uncle that didn't want us to go was like so mad. it was rediculous and they had to leave as soon as we got back... yeah so then i stayed there for a little while and my younger cousins were like dancing. it was so cute...