---my perfection--- I tell myself that you are perfect to make me feel worthy You make me feel so fucking useless All I want to do is drown myself in my blood And make you know that I was important Then you will lay awake wishing for me by your side You will then remember why I died You lay by my grave tears falling from your eyes Remembering how I cried Wanting to taste my tears fall from my face My innocence in gone and my mind is crushed To find the truth in all my lies is just a waste of your time Don’t worry my heart has been broken many times before…