.a song for optimists.

by suicideromance
Listening to: Atreyu
Feeling: broken-hearted
blow the last candle out... let the wax harden i wish i could stop crying... i wish someone still loved me just breathe and focus... how can i when the air is so cold and empty that my lungs froze right in my chest i'll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture and smiles are so difficult to fake what do i have to do or who do i have to kill to get what i want... what i need happiness is an emotion i was born to this world without... nothing pleases me... i cannot be satiated thru this toil i will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes... fuck up the only things i love... I WATCHED MY DREAMS DIE... i watched my aspirations crash to the ground on the algels that i've slain... but i meant to well... i tried too hard... i gave every once of my soul to what end... desolation... desire... exhale... pass away...
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did you write that poem? It is beautiful x
i like how you write
[Anonymous]
well its lovely anyway :)
I am so fucking jealous of you. I live in britain and Otep dont tour here. But im going to get my arse on a plane to see them. Check out my other diary named otep ..woo its dedicated to otep! rach xxx
hey sweetie thank you so much. i really like him... and i want to be with him so bad. i wont let what happened between me and nasty Jace. to happen to me and Greg. i have never felt this way about anyone and i feel so happy when i see him. it's like i never wanna stop being around him. ya know.
kk g2g
xoxoxoox
love ya bunchies
<3,
Thumper
[Anonymous]
your diary is tres hard-x-core.
[Anonymous]