grrrrrr. i have been eating soo much. im pissing my self off. the only reason im not throwing up is because it will hurt my girlfriend. damnit i just want to stick my fingers deep down into my throat &&gag till everything ive eaten comes out. its either throw up or dont eat. but its soo hard not to eat because i love food when im hungry. and tonight were having chicken cheesey alfradeo and gaaaaaah why does staying thin have to be so hard? altough i did find outim in a size 0! i havent been a 0 since like 7th grade! but im gonna go figure out what to do!