day keeps on passing by and things keep on changing.. well it changes mostly becoz of one person lol anyways.. last time i said i dont feel like going back to my home country and now i feel like i wanna go back and not go back here lol.. it feels like noone care anymore anyways if i dont get back here and i dont have anyone who are waiting for me but well who cares lol i have to go back.. yeah.. i forgot what my main reason is to be here.. lol the thought of being a nerd and like be all closet and just hang out with my str8 frens and not having anything to do anymore with gay life.. yeah that strikes me :p but anyways i love my gay frens anyways.. thanks for always being there for me.. esp for bigC [u're awesome!!] lol and well today was SUCH a nice day.. went to the school to sell my text books and got lotsa money there so i was REALLY happy and thought of spending it :p but then i went to oakridge to check my phone bill and they said that my bill for this month is more likely 170$ WTF!!! and so all my money has to go to the fucking telephone bill :s i didnt know how the hell could i spend my phone like that :s so anyways.. after that hung out with mike to stanley park.. IT WAS AWESOME [thanks mike for showing me ur poet place :D] aww its such a beautiful place.. i'd totally wanna go there again.. i forgot to bring my camera [bugger] but well theres plenty of time so i think im gonna ask bigC if he wanna go there tmrw since im hanging out with him tmrw well hope my last week here gonna be a blast.. nite nite guys