First time. Hahaha. Yeah, first web journal Ive ever had. First journal Ive ever had, as a matter of fact. Well, about me. Im Jaren. Im 16, Im friends with Sie (to those of you who know her), and Im gay. Anything else you really need to know about me? I live in Alaska. I used to live in Seward, but I moved to Cordova with my dad last month. It sucks here. No more Sie for me. How sad. I miss her a lot. Anyway. Anything else anyone wants to know, just ask, Ill put it up. *** Let's see. I feel like bitching about my family right now. Looking at all these people's diaries is depressing me, and reminding me of my own problems. Yes, as I said before, I'm gay.... About a half a year ago, I came out to my mom, whose deeply Christian, and she flipped out on me. She had a fit, but toned down after a while. Well, when my ex-boyfriend and I broke up, she started trying to convert me. We got in huge fights, and every time we did I would go over to Sie's house and spend the night until I calmed down. Now my parents are getting a divorce, and I moved with my little sister and my dad to Cordova, because I couldn't stand to stay with her anymore. Anyway. Yeah, I kinda skipped the worst of it.... Anyway. I'm gonna go now. Cheerio. P.S. Sie will kill me if I don't start using correct grammar..... :S *** 1) using band names, spell out your name Jimmy Eat World As I Lay Dying Rise Against Evanescence New Found Glory 2) have you ever had a song written about you? Yeah, once. Wasn't a good one though. 3) what song makes you cry? I'm a Fake by The Used 4) what song makes you happy? A Favor House Atlantic by Coheed and Cambria 5) what do you like to listen to before bed? The Used 6) height: 6'1 7) hair color: Naturally blond, I died it green 8) skin color: Pale 9) eye color: blue 10) piercings: Right ear three times, left eyebrow, lip, and tongue 11) tattoos: None yet, but I'm gonna get one really soon. r i g h t n o w 12) what color pants are you wearing?: Red plaid 13) what song are you listening to?: Always by Saliva 14) what taste is in your mouth?: ...Saliva :-P 15) what's the weather like?: Cooling off, dark 16) how are you?: Depressed 17) get motion sickness?: No 18) have a bad habit?: Biting my nails 19) get along with your parents?: Only my dad f a v o r i t e s 20) tv show: Invader Zim (I don't watch much TV) 21) conditioner: Don't use it 22) book: Romeo and Juliet (what can I say? I can't help it it :-D) 23) non alcoholic drink: Faygo (God I miss that stuff) 24) alcoholic drink: Vodka 25) thing to do on the weekend: Write poetry h a v e y o u 26) broken the law: I stated my favorite kind of alcohol, right? 27) ran away from home: Yeah, about every other night when I was in Seward.... 28) snuck out of the house: Yep. 29) ever gone skinny dipping: Heh heh heh. Yeah. 30) made a prank phone call: Yeah. 31) ever tipped over a porta potty: Yeah. 32) used your parents' credit card before: Yeah. 33) skipped school before: Yeah. 34) fell asleep in the shower/bath: Yep. 35) been in a school play: No. l o v e 36) girlfriend: Yeah right. 37) sexuality: gay 38) children: Probably not, just a cool uncle 39) current crush: Derek 40) been in love: Yes, much to my mother's dismay.... 41) had a hard time getting over someone: yes 42) been hurt: yeah 43) your greatest regret: Telling my mom... 44) gone out with someone you only knew for three days: Most of the time that's what happens r a n d o m 45) do you have a job: Not currently, looking for one 46) your cd player has in it right now: Blink 182 47) if you were a crayon what color would you be?: Red 48) what makes you happy: music, books, the computer, and my friends 49) what's the next cd you're gonna get: Lit w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t 50) time you cried: Couple days 51) you got a real letter?: Yesterday (love you Sie ;) 52) you got e-mail: About an hour ago 53) thing you purchased: My car 54) tv program you watched: So You Think You Can Dance 55) movie you saw in the theater: Corpse Bride y o u r t h o u g h t s o n 56) abortion: This is too deep of a subject to answer in a survey. 57) teenage smoking: It would be pretty hypocritical for me to say it's wrong. 58) spice girls: They're.... Interesting. Good music, though. :-D 59) dreams: My dreams are disturbing, I'm not a huge fan.