Yes, I really did. Oh shit. That is not good, or maybe it is good. I don't know. I hate holidays. And it doesn't even feel like Christmas. this really sucks. I wish he would have read it hear so at least I know what he is thinking. But no, he took it and left, so now I don't have a clue as to what is going on. Maybe he will come by today before I leave for my Mum's house. Hopefully. I think I will go rub my Ho Tai's belly.