This is my second diary. I cried twice in the last 24 hours. I'm depressed. I didn't want to admit it to myself but I am. There's no going around it. It took me forever to get out of it last time. I spent my hole high school life depressed. Aaaa. That's so irritating. I worked so hard to be positive and do better but I'm not. I'm going to use this diary for more of my writing type stuff. Poems, paragraphs and feelings.