Stupid girl All you had you wasted All you had you wasted My mind and body are disconnected I can't seem to find a medium ground I'm struggling just to breathe Sometimes I can't stop choking for air It's funny that on the outside I can look so together But on the inside I'm screaming No one I know really knows me They think I'm a top-of-the-line human being It turns out that I'm a top-of-the-line liar With a inferiority complex And a death wish And everyday I keep waking up To the same problems and the same People so it never changes Nothing changes. I'm stuck on one day: January 6, 2003 I wish I could just hit pause and forget But I never will I need her guidance I'm desperate for it Desperate for any kind of understanding Desperate Desperate Desperate